[Emilie S]

Hi Kanya,

I don’t know if it make me feel stronger and energised…For now I am feeling tired lol but once I did my session I feel good 🙂
Not being able to go out and remaining seated all day is really bad for my body so doing these sport session really help my body to relief the pain at least 🙂 Not too sure about what you are referring to while speaking about see things more clearly in relationships ?
Sorry as I was pretty busy these days with LOT of works (but so happy of the return on it) that I am a bit lost lol

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Hey Kanya

I saw that nothing really moves since yesterday for the election but glad to hear that people are remaining calm and that you don’t have any strike or violence so far !!! I hope that it will be sorted out by tomorrow but i heard that it would be finale more like after a week from the voting day.
Still fingers crossed !!

Thanks for acknowledging about my journey since i joined here 🙂 i did grow also the current situation isn’t really make us think much on the future on anything for now and we are more focus on essential things…but yes he is indeed untertaining even though it was a bit disjointed i guess that’s why it was fun lol

Hope you will enjoy your weekend !
For me it’s sportind days lol this morning i had abs class and this afternoon dance one and tomorrow yoga lol

[Emilie S]

Sorry i had a really busy week at work so no time to answer. Yes it seems the attack as been claimed by a terrorist group…i didnt really watch news since then so i don’t know much about it…on’y thing i am followint is your election. And yes i do believe pharma industry are making a lot of money these days…

How are you doing ? I know my american colleague are under so much stress they are not sleepint much these days and not really focus on work…it’s so crazy to see that even with current result nothing is sure yet…crazy things…

On a totally different topic…we have exchange few messages over the past few days with the guy since the start of the lockdown. As he is living by his own and i know he was already not well sith the curfew i was ok with the idea to support him a bit on this journey because i was under the impression he would go into depression…so it wasn’t real discussion as it was more some message and me answering 2 days after or the contrary except today we did exchange a bit more he was telling me that he was thinking about changing his job because he has nothing to so and he is really getting bored. So i proposed to refer him in a talent pool. And he thanked me so many times after that lol he proposed to call me so after my diner with my sister and while heading to bes i said yeah ok why not. And he sent me a message telling me he was playing poker with his friends so i was like ok enjoy and he replied right back no i’m calling u. So we spend 1h over the phone. Funny talk especially because he was a bit drunk (not totally) but it seemed complicated for him to have clear thoughts and discussion lol i asked him why he called me while being drunk and playing poker as it might not have been the best time but he said it was the right time 🤷‍♀️ he shared and opened up about how he was feeling about this lockdown. Telling me that he usually didn’t talk about this with others… but he was more asking about how i was, how it was going for me, he told me i don’t know how many times how happy he was to talk to me and that he would really be happy to meet again and all. He also thanked me ans told me he was really touched that i proposed to refer him. And after like 50 minutes of discussion he received a message from his friend asking him if his shitty conversation was over…because he was on a whatsapp group phonecall with all his friend at the same time and it seems they heard all the conversation 😅😅😅 And one of his friend called him back so i heard him making fun of him and all. That made my night i made fun of him myself. So i told him that we could stop our talk and that je should go back to his poker party lol he asked if we could talk again while he wouldn’t be drunk 😅 he also said that he would be really happy to meet me again and to let him know if i was planning to come in Paris. I reminded him we were in lockdown lol and i said that if he wanted to see me if could take the risk of the fees by coming but i wouldn’t lol. He was like yes ok no problem with pleasure …drunk people 😅😅😅
That was fun though and it feels good to have fun during this weird period…
And i am sure you are wondering what i am feeling about this…not much…as i said it felt good to joke and have fun but apart from that i am not giving much thought than this.

Fingers crossed for you ladies !! Really hope for the best

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Hi

Indeed we are…But it seems to be a bit more “free” as we are still allowed to go to work (if mandatory), schools are still open, we have access to some shop but every one need to be back home before 9pm still and we have to fill papers to be allowed to go out…So a bit boring as usual lol

I hope we won’t hate each other by the end of this month lool for now we are speaking freely when we have something which is annoying us but it’s small small things and we are all busy with work for me and study for them lol

But we can feel a lot of tension everywhere people are tired of this situation and not trusting the government choices and all…Also we had some terrorist attack in south of France (3 people killed in a church) and we might have other ones…

So yes sociologists might have a lot of study to run…

I really hope for you that everything goes well today in the US with the Election Day and that the results won’t be as bad as it can be…

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Hi Kanya,

Haha very tough question…I’ve been to my dance class on Sunday and have a drink on Tuesday evening before curfew and have my pole dance class on Wednesday so I was meeting a bit of friend there…But now we are back to lockdown ! But my sister and her boyfriend came to lockdown in the house so we will “have fun” altogether lol (or hate each other after a full month).

For now, I think I am enjoying my work enough to find simple pleasure there when I achieve some goals (pretty simple one sometime and bigger one some other time), I’m also enjoying playing with my pup and walking her outside. I’m doing sport again at home, I’m reading, I’m watching netflix and I’m playing switch “animal crossing” video games and having a lot of discussion here and there with friends and family…Getting used to this situation in a sense…

How about you ?

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Wow sorry for you…not cool from your client even if they apologized it’s still not really great to be yell at at first :/

If we stay out and get cought first time we have to paye 135€ Second time 3750€ and if more you risk jail + i don’t remember the amount…so not gonna play with that 😅😅😅

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Yes…that’s just rumour for now..also speaking about lockdown until Christmas as well…I guess it will depends of the figures this week…They can’t “change” if figures are not worst or maybe still the same…for now they added the curfew to other region in France, but still the 9pm one.
What you said about your friend is crazy…but I’m not totally surprised…China is a crazy country :/

Yeah i bet your election are really too intense and I guess even abroad we are expecting something crazy to happen right after…I’m sure the intensity is even worst due to covid and people insecurity around it in addition to the election. I mean it has put so much tension everywhere…People’s mental health is really played with right now in the most horrible way…I really hope that it’s gonna be ok and “not that bad”…

I am “back” on online dating but not really back…you know just speaking with people without being able to meet them is quite boring (curfew thing). Of course we still have weekend, but I have to manage my flat rent, I have my pole dance class that have been moved over the weekend due to the curfew…But let see..I’m speaking to a guy we might met quickly this Tuesday after work and before curfew which mean a pretty “fast date” lol I’m not really expecting anything because building a relationship right now seems complicated but let see.

For the flat it’s fun, my ex sent me a message yesterday asking me the same lol Due to my own covid situation I have some delay in the finishing but I’m going today. I just need to clean everything and empty what’s on my balcony and basement. A friend of mine told me he has a friend looking for a flat (this person used to be one of my colleague in my previous company) and we are also meeting this afternoon to visit the flat. She is interested so it might be an easy call lol

My pup is doing great, enjoying the fact I’m working remotely and always home lol

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Hi Kanya
Yes birthday feels good…Like “normal” life almost lol
And unplanned days are the best lol and it was “only” with my family members no friend but still great 🙂

It’s not that I don’t have interest in that guy, but I worth better than loosing my time on him…I would say it’s a better statement of my thoughts lol

I can’t imagine how the situation is right now in the US, between covid and election… It must be SO stressful…Hope everything will be ok by the time of Election Day…At least you can celebrate Thanksgiving if no lockdown or curfew like us…If we want to celebrate something it means we are “stuck” at someone’s place until 6am…Better have a huge place lol otherwise…no social distancing…which is why I also find this decision a bit stupid :s lol
Anyway…can’t change it so we should just live with that for 5 more weeks…lol

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Haha yes it’s definitely good 🙂 especially when you add some rhum in it…Vanilla and rhum in a cake is the best magic you can have lol
I had 2 bracelets, shoes, a t shirt and my dad paid for my next Dance Class because I had no idea for him and he didn’t had any either lol
So not “fun” ones but good ones 🙂

For this guy I don’t really know what’s in his mind and I’ll probably never know lol
And I would say HE is missing out, me on the contrary might not be missing him out lol :p
I guess for the confusion, everyone already faced it in his own life, I did myself and ended up making the wrong choice so…lol At least maybe not the wrong choice because the “second choice” has never been tested in the end but at least I made a bad choice for the “first choice” lol (don’t know if it’s clear).
Once you already made the mistake once you are probably even more confuse while you face the same situation again. Who knows !!

Btw, I reached out to him but for professional reason…Someone in my professional network was looking for a graphic designer, I first thought to my best friend’s boyfriend but sadly he is not a “freelance” or “independent” worker (don’t know how you call this in US). This guy was the only one I knew who could fit the profile… I just send him out a message telling him I shared his website in case he was contacted by the guy and mentioning my name…It would probably have been weird without letting him know. So he thanked me and was like oh that’s so sweet of you and asking news but that’s it. I guess no more “second choice” feelings on my side. Maybe because I am the one who contacted him lol so not the same feeling behind. Pro life and personal life are different for me…You never know if you would meet people again in your pro life and better to keep good network connection.

But he gave me one “bad news” (not related to him or I) it seems French government is thinking of moving the curfew to 7pm instead of 9pm :s It would feel SO frustrating if they vote this…Let see…

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Hi Heidi,

Yes I guess I am a bit irritated…I don’t really see the point of remaining connected as, indeed we had a good connexion but we “barely” know each other in the end, it’s not like if we had been good friend since long time…So except keeping a door open and having me as a “second choice” in case of something turns wrong with his current girl…It doesn’t feel good to me to be seen as such.
For the other shot I don’t know, first it would depends on my own situation…But I guess my ego would say no for the reason I shared just earlier lol but I guess that depending on his behaviour…IF he really works for it and shows great arguments…in that case…Maybe…But he would have to show a strong determination and fight for it…I’m definitely not a second choice…

Yes it felt so good to be able to celebrate it especially considering the current situation ! But it was definitely exhausting lol
I don’t really have favorite type of cake except that I prefer homemade ones (and most of the time the one I am baking lol) because I am not that much into sweet and I usually find bakery ones too sweet…I made a “far breton” with prunes grown by my uncle’s family. It’s soooo good 🙂

Emilie

[Emilie S]

Thannnnnks
(I didn’t had pain au chocolat by the way…not feeling like going to the bakery lol)
P.s: the guy sent me messages to know if i was feeling better last tuesday and also to wish my bday yesterday he apologized for being late…Seems he is not ready to leave me lol i answered because i am polite but that’s it.

[Emilie S]

Hi Kanya
Thanks for your message !
Plan has changed again ! Lol
Finally my dad got his result today and is negative so we book the restaurant again (still with split tables lol) and as i was thinking it was cancelled i also have my grandma aunt sister coming in the afternoon to have cake so i am finally celebrating it more than expected 😅
Today i woke up with bad head aches again so i am resting. I have just been to a parlour friend to see her and do my nails but will rest…
So weird for school…same comment…as if the covid was contagious only 3 days a week and not the other days 🙈🙈
Emilie

[Emilie S]

Thank you 🙂

Fortunately (finger crossed it remains the same) my dad has no symptoms so far but still he has been tested so we need to wait…

I don’t feel anything specific about my age…lol I don’t see a significant change right now 😉 I don’t look like 35, usually people are thinking I’m under 30 so I guess it’s ok lol

The reason they gave for the 9pm curfew is that it seems the virus is spreading more during social life hour than business hours because you pay less attention to the social distancing and wearing masks and all…So they think that by avoiding “social life” gathering it would avoid the spread. To be honest I find it totally stupid, because if the problem was really the social life they would also put the weekend itself as a curfew…As if while going to a restaurant during day time or gathering with your friend during day time would be less at arm than after 9pm…Nevermind, once again our government shows his stupidity…also they decided to put this curfew only in main cities, but they are still allowing people to travel all around France, so it means that you can spread the virus outside of the big cities at anytime in the day 🙂
It’s holidays starting tonight for kids I think (not too sure as I don’t have myself I don’t really follow this), but they know people will be leaving big areas to visit family or just leave the city. So things are gonna spread everywhere…That’s why I find this decision so hypocritical…
But their main concern was not to stop the economy but they don’t see how it does affect the economy…Restaurant can’t live with only lunch time opening, they infrastructure cost are much more higher than what they could expect from lunchtime with the current restriction of 6 people per table and the social distancing…Same for gym, as some are closed, people are going to the next one and of course is full of person so more risk…And that’s just few exemple…I’m tired of this lol

Emilie

[Emilie S]

So last minute plan change…I’m not gonna celebrate it either on Sunday as my dad has been appointed as a contact case for covid…He had been tested this morning but will get the result only next Monday so we cancelled the restaurant…Great great period lol
Emilie

[Emilie S]

Yeah…It seems we are gonna be back in the Zoom world sadly…Yesterday our President announced a curfew at 9 p.m. from this Saturday for a minimum of 4 weeks (which he has already announced he wants to extend until December 1st)…Can’t tell you how hypocritical I find this announcement…As if the virus was only actif after 9pm and until 6am…Like it’s not a big deal to take crowded public transportation to go to work and have lunch at the restaurant but it is to have diner with friends and family…So in the end I won’t go to celebrate it on Saturday evening with my friend…I am still supposed to go on Sunday lunch with my family but thanks to our great government restriction we had to book 2 tables of 4 (because maximum is 6…) even in the same family…I’m so upset after the government…Else you don’t let people have a social life at all else it’s hypocritical…

I bet the election in the US are quite stressful, my American colleague are definitely stress and we are also stress for them…Our company is offering them a day off for Election Day. Finger crossed…

I’m 35 today itself ! I think every messages or call I’m getting from my family first and then friends is making me feel like it’s my birthday. The cake of course is helping lol But just celebrating with them even if it’s just around a pizza is making me feel like it’s my birthday. This year it seems I won’t celebrate it on the day itself…and maybe just this Sunday but …otherwise it’s pretty compromise !

Emilie

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