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So Paul and I are going to continue to meet up and explore sexually. He has a lot of pride I think so I have said nothing negative about the first experience but tried to empower him by saying what worked really and asking for more of what I like? I really like Paul.
Riki is getting close to someone else.
Billy and I have agreed to a sexual friends with benefits thing although nothings happened yet. He’s pretty open sexually so could be good.
Steven the 24 year old delivery boy texted to say he was in a car accident and he’s not feeling great at the moment. I really have the hots for this guy already. It’s all fantasy though.
I know. I appreciate your honesty. Listen maybe I should lay it on the line here. I was a drug addict in my teens and was in low borrow prostitution and then later in when in recovery kind of in and out the escorting world for a few years. Then came the codependent years. Then the years of trying to be conventional. So yes I understand the exploitation and dark side of sex addiction etc. I don’t feel I’m crossing the line at this point. I feel pretty safe with both of these guys. Yes I guess we’ll need to just observe. Obviously my history indicates I have the capacity for exploitation and addiction. Although I’m in a very different now.
I actually find the tone of the email a bit judgemental. I am really letting my instinct and connection to nature guide me. The delivery guy is a wonderful beautiful being.
I want to ask who I want to come to my house and give me what I want if they want to. I want to give pleasure and make people feel great. I want to love and respect myself and my brothers and sisters.
Yes I shouldn’t have sent it at this point, but I’m glad o now know he’s investing somewhere else. I did apologise to him for sending it and he replied he wasn’t able to open it anyway.
nna
Yes I started pushing. He really was moving slow. I couldn’t handle it anymore. It was making me miserable.
what am I getting out of delivery boy. His energy is matching mine. He texts, he reciprocates. He’s in to me. He wants me physically. It makes me feel better than even when I was a teenager cause now I’m a woman in my own right. Maybe I’m
Still operating at the 24 age mark emotionally?? I’m really enjoying it. My whole body tingles all day with excitement. Is that normal. I was dead for 6 years. Now I’m not.Yeah I’m really hoping to build something with this young man that will lead to some exploring sexually. I’ve been specific and asked for a good raw fuck to break the ice. I’ve explained what turns me on? Yes he’s so up for it. He’s really meeting me half way. Very responsive which I like. Paul seemed a bit shut down.
It was Ricky i sent the tantric pussy massage video too. He basically replied he’s getting close to someone else and isn’t looking for that kind of relationship. I’m totally ok with it. In fact I believe the mr right now is on his way.
I texted a funny clever but innocent enough you tube video of how to give yourself a neo tantric pussy massage. He hasn’t answered. That was a day and a half ago. Did I push it too far? I just wanted to be clear.
Ok ive met a 24 year old delivery man. He’s made a few deliveries to my house. He’s very good looking. I asked if he’d like to come and hang out. He said he’d love to. He then called me straight away to say he’s really looking forward to spending time with me. I made it clear I want sex. We’ve now discussed actually what I want sexually and he is VERY keen to explore with me. So excited. He’s going to be my Fuck Buddy yay. Thoughts. I really want to explore the whole domination thing. Can I still have an experience of being claimed in this situation?
Anna
