[Brandy S]

Also we are in our 40’s and he is at his parents because he had a total hip replacement. He was in a horrible car accident before I met him and he should not have lived, but God had other plans , he suffered from many ailments and chronic pain and this surgery has been somewhat of a disappointment because it was supposed to alleviate a lot of the pain and it didn’t. He may just be overwhelmed, but it doesn’t make it any easier on my anxiety and heart , I’m trying to play it cool because , I don’t want to pressure him, I know he is going through a lot , just not sure why I’m the one it gets taken out on when all I ever do is try to be there for him and be supportive , before the surgery he wanted to get all these big projects done and I did all of them for him water sealing sheds and decks and cleaning it was big stuff and hard work and now it’s like I don’t even matter, or that’s just how I feel about it
Maybe I shouldn’t and maybe it has nothing to do with me, just sucks.

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