[Annika M]

thank you very much for this fast reply Heidi i really appreciate it

i think my main issue is that i understand him, why he did it. it was also very hard for me to stay loyal and faithful in over 1,5 years not being able to see each other. physical contact is something so beautiful and i struggled a lot with it especially with all the strict curfews and lockdowns here. i know how dump that sounds but i understand why he reached out to look for sexual supplements.

and I do give him high credit for finally being honest and telling me everything. with being on two different continents he could have ghosted me pretty easy or breaking up without explanation but with not doing it and telling me everything it kinda shows that he makes progress and has started to face his fears.

since his big disclosure he changed. he’s talking more openly and really tries as much as he can from the distance to make me feeling better. we’re talking everyday from morning till evening and doing at least 2 Videocalls per week.

it’s hard to describe how i feel exactly anything feels very unreal and I feel like i need that visit to either make it a final goodbye or a restart

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