[Jieqi T]

Hi Heidi..

Thank you for your advice and explanation. Well. He said he doesn’t feel motivated in the relationship. Not Motivated in wanting to make things work. Yes he got a proper job, pretty stable life, stable family relationships etc..

Yes I mean, we do have fun playing and teasing each other. Sometimes doing things on purpose etc.. it’s more towards when he needs me I will always be available, but it may not be the case though on the other hand.. I assumed playing games are more towards purposeful ignorance, playing disappearance etc, not available when you are actually is etc..

As for co-dependents.. I mean I compromised to him more than he does in terms of time, schedule and availability as mentioned. That is because I categorised him as my priority more than anything else. This is due to his busy work schedule that I don’t want to interrupt… but it seems like such gesture was not appreciative..? On the other hand. I’m totally not his priority cos he mentioned there wasn’t this “love” feeling yet, hence he was still uncertain, which he tends to have his reservation (while I have showed hand on my end 😔)… of cos I wouldn’t mind that because it’s a choice and option that I chose to contribute to this relationship.. but now that he acted this way, it makes me feeling super unbalanced.. i felt so unappreciative..

What is your view of the kind of partner you are with him?
Ans: I deem myself as considerate, accommodating, fun and loving. I seldom argue with him as we tend to talk it out most of the time.

Do YOU feel you are co-dependent most of the time?
Ans: yes but as I mentioned, it’s my choice and effort in contributing to our relationship.

Are you strong in expressing your opinions, needs and wants and good at asking for things from him?
Ans: yes, we are really very direct with each other.. hence we always talk things out rather than argument. But now… I don’t know man.. ever since the first break up I’ve kept some reservations on my thoughts as well. Afraid that he might leave me again like this time round..

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