[Nienna L]

Yeah, I’m trying to do that. I don’t really want to keep living life alone. I just want to die

[Nienna L]

He texted me a picture of the products he was talking about, 12 hours later. Didn’t say anything.

[Nienna L]

He also said I’m free to say hi to him when I see him and not to be a stranger. I am completely confused

[Nienna L]

I should also mention, this is someone who has been distant at times but really kind at other times. He’s been the only person I’ve had to speak to at different points and picked me up and held me when I cried and just sat with me a lot of times. I let him know today how much I had appreciated that.
He stated that he is not starting a relationship with anyone else and insists it’s about things he’s going through, he’s going on a healing journey and needs to do soul searching. He says he didn’t mean to make me feel disposable. I just don’t understand, why then ignore my text?

Why did he appear two weeks ago desperately wanting to talk & be intimate and now today he’s saying it needs to be the “last time”?

[Nienna L]

I’m feeling really sad and hurt now. I didn’t realize when I went over to see him today after he’d asked me over, that he would say it was the last time we could hang out. He offered to be intimate one more time but I declined.

It’s been 5 hours now and still no reply. I feel really alone

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