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Ever met someone that just inspires you with their presence? Since this person has been in my life I have gotten a chance to learn myself intimately. I began dealing with my mommy and daddy issues, abandonment, how I sabotage life, trust issues, etc. I learned my need to feel safe and control life to maintain certainty. I learned how I didn’t know how to love myself. I discovered my worth and being worthy and deserving. I have never met anyone in life that makes me feel this way. I remember the day I saw this person and we hadn’t met yet. It was at a networking event. I saw him engaging the room and was like wow “I wish I could be like him.” I admired him in that moment and 2 months later we happen to work in the same office. We have lived on the same street. We almost bought homes in the same community. Maybe we were destined to meet for the purpose of my growth and that’s it. I’m thankful that God brought him in my life. My experience with him woke me up and I felt so alive.
I didn’t answer your question. Simply I love him. Quite possibly if I found someone that has me grow as much as I do when I’m with him I might just move on.
I think that he takes the time to open up and share his life. I suppose he’s just trying to keep me around until he’s ready or he wants to do something different. Me typing this out to you was very helpful. Thank you
Honestly his words and actions aren’t a match or my interpretation of his actions are off. He does this push pull thing of winning me back and then pushing me away. I think I will just accept the friendship and move on. I do like him as a person and we have a great time. I will just lump him in the group with the rest of my male friends.
Faith wise no. I think we just want different things in the end. He wants to do things on his own and I want to do things with someone.
Good question Candace. Well from what I gather comparison is a huge component of his outlook on life. I like plans and taking actions that people find painful. He is impulsive and turbulent. I don’t have kids. He does. I’m a little more financially stable. He is rebuilding. He has also said I intimidate him. Who knows? I think it’s his view of himself as a man like where he is vs where he wants to be. He wants to pay for trips and do all those things for me and he can’t right now.
